Power to the People

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/7968721.stm

"Until now, it's the rich who have always been rewarded when things are going well and poor people who have been punished when there are crises like the one we are going through right now."

New Song - Crystalline

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Feeling crystalline
Fractures along my skin,
Brittle, spread too thin,
Midnight she’s whispering

I think you’re losing touch.
I wish you would wake up.
It hurts me so much.

Begging me to sleep.
Worries worked in deep.
Too many promises to keep.
Shut eyes still see me cheat.

I think I’m losing touch.
I wish I could wake up.
It hurts me so much.

Why can’t I change into liquid?
Why can’t I go back to being a kid?
I’d like to be that flexible again,
When I could do front flips and back bends.

Morning, I’m such a fake.
Caffeine keeps me awake.
Loving just for her sake.
Waiting…just to wait.

I just can’t stand her touch.
This love’s a dead end drug.
I guess I want too much.

Why can’t I change into liquid?
Why can’t I go back to being a kid?
I’d like to be that flexible again,
When I could do front flips and back bends.
The world seemed so big back then.
But now I’m too connected, I’m locked in.
I’d like to be that flexible again,
When I could do front flips and back bends.
When I could do cartwheels and handstands.
When I could do front flips and back bends.
Now my bones are hard crystalline.
When they break, they’ll never mend.

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This song was inspired by many things. Getting older and feeling nostalgia about youth is part of it. Also, the story "Soldier's Joy" by Antonya Nelson that I recently read includes a justification for adultery as bringing back memories from younger days. In the bigger picture, though, I often feel like I've lost something in knowing. Although learning is one of life's greatest pleasures, if we become too content with knowledge that is presented to us, we will lose the sensation of curiosity and the desire to know more. When I explain something like I know it--solidly, correctly--it feels wrong. No matter what science says, or my dad says, or my friends say, or my teachers say, or my senses say, things aren't so simple.

Entering the Blogosphere

Clearly, I am in a green mood right now. This has to do with my love of trees, the fact that it is springtime, and the current "grassroots" efforts that will hopefully develop into an environmental revolution to sustain our planet past the current pessimistic forecasts. Also, I wanted to get away from the Moody Blues that has been plaguing me as of late, because being down is so yesterday. It's time to cheer up, and when I awake the leaves outside my window will be a soothing green.